Brimming with happy-ness!

The weekend flew by and Friday night was spent chilling over yummy fish n chips and Erdingers at Timbre with the lovely people from work...



Im finally free!!!!! =)

(no pics as yet, but hope to get some uploaded soon!)



Moving onto new pastures (perhaps greener, maybe the opposite...), but whatever the case is, I've realised, while having a conversation over lunch with my senior manager, that he is able to work with my boss, but working directly under her is an impossible no-no for him...



It struck a chord within me, for it was more of her, and her most-of-the-time ridiculous and weird demands that made me throw in the towel wayy faster than expected... I wasn't learning as much as I had expected myself to, and to make myself happier and having decided being wiser means having to have more stability in life, it was time to find something I could forsee myself doing for the next 2 years or even longer, and enjoying the things that I do in return for my shoe fund...





The Sweetie Bee and I have had what seems like countless of discussions and talks about my impending new career switch, where both he and I knew that I would be kept busy with the new demands of the new job... With the 2 of us liking things being as they are, it would mean bringing the relationship to an entirely new level, where he has got to become a superbly understanding Sweetheart to understand the irregular working hours and demands of my new job. But I reckon it would be something that I forsee myself enjoying, although Im saying this with my fingers crossed, for the grass would always seem to be greener on this side and we'd never know the true shade of colour the grass really is until we have crossed over to the other side...



Without a doubt Im certain that anyone in his shoes would freak out at the irregular hours and the amount of time we would be seeing less of each other ~ I am sure that I would get all freaked out and overwhelmed with the platter on my plate when the plate gets filled up... But Dearie, if u are reading this (and I know you would! :P ), all I wanna say is I am truly appreciative and grateful for the support and I apologise in advance if I do say things that would irritate or hurt you ~ it was never intentional, it's just me being stressed up and all... I am uncertain of how the new job would really entail, but do bear with me, and place your faith in me! =)


You'd always be my #1 priority!

=)



The weekend was mostly spent with him, accompanying him during his revision for his upcoming examinations this coming week while I entertained myself with episodes of "The Family Guy" on his MP3 player and my attempts to get some reading for school done...! I did hope I wasn't too much of an irritant while he memorised all the I.T. jargons and what-nots for the exams! :P

Hang in there Baby! =)

*HeaRts*

And like what tyw had posted on my message board ~ "diabetes alert!!"

*LauGhs*

The Sweetie Bee has gotta be the first person to irritate me to tears by teasing me relentlessly about something while he was taking a break from his revision, but admist the tears that were rolling down my eyes, he made me smile the very next instant! How on earth is he able to do that I totally have no idea! But I just simply adores the way he adores me!! =)

Je 'taime Baby!

"I like the feel of your name on my lips,
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss...
The way that your fingers run through my hair;
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there...

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh,
And how you enjoy your two-hour bath...
And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain,
With everyone watching like we were insane...

But I love the way you love me...
Strong and wild, slow and easy...
Heart and soul so completely...
I love the way you love me...

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B...
And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key...
And I like the innocent way that you cry,
At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times...

But I love the way you love me...
Strong and wild, slow and easy...
Heart and soul so completely...
I love the way you love me...

(So listen to me now..)
And I could list a million things,
I love to like about you...
But they all come down to one reason - I could never live without you..

But I love the way you love me...
Strong and wild, slow and easy...
Heart and soul so completely...
I love the way you love me...


I love the way that you love me... "

Study hard for the exams Baby! =]

I'm always there to de-stress you by irritating you! =P

*sMiLes*

*sMiLes*

I haven't died or anything, but Ive just been terribly busy being a juggler - Trying to add onto the shoe fund of mine with something mundane called work and something to try to further improve my shoe fund's coffers with something else called school...

There's a tiny lil' thing called falling in Love as well...

Love came totally unexpected;
I swear to everything and anything out there that I wasn't looking for anyone special cos Life was at a major dramatic changing point in my life... I was so bloody determined to remain single, enjoy singlehood and all the benefits that came along with it, like not having to "report" to another person of your whereabouts, establish my career while juggling my studies...blah blah blah... ... You get my drift... :P

Somehow, it just feels right this time... ...

No pretenses, no lies...

(My 1 and only bouquet from the serial cheater of yester-years... I believe the bouquet was bought cos he was cheating on me with dunno how many girls outside and he felt guilty... My 6th sense still believes that this wasn't the only bouquet he bought on that Valentine's day... Men..!
I was so silly to be so hopelessly devoted to such an arse of a guy!
In my heart I kept hoping he'd change to become a better person, but I guess leopards would never ever change their spots...
Just don't ask the silly me why I didn't walk away then...
*LauGhs*
But I am glad that I did walk away in the end... )

no suspicions, no hurt, no petty little spats about the insignificances...

(From the ex whom had to lie and lie about everything... I guess it all boils down to insecurity... For all the riches that his family have, he was still insecure about anything and everything, so much so that it was unbearable...
The funniest thing was that in my heart I knew that we weren't gonna last...
Perhaps that was the reason why he just stopped trying when that facade of his began to crack after far too many lies...)




The connection that we share is amazingly special and he still manages to make my heart skip a beat everytime I see him...Plus, he reads me like an open book and despite his sarcasm and how he'd relentlessly tease me, he still manages to put smiles on my face, despite him being annoyingly lovable most of the time... =)

Call it the "honeymoon period syndrome" or whatsoever term people have for the warm fuzzy feelings I have for Him...


Whatever the case is, Im truly deliriously happy, and I haven't felt that way in a long long time... ...


And to me, happy-ness is what matters! =)

To my dearest friends whom are dying to meet him or are dying to see his pictures... My lil' bee doesn't own a Friendster/Facebook account, so it's pointless trying to figure which one's my lil' bee... =P

All I can say is... ...
Love truly comes when one least expects it! =)

Somehow, somewhere along the line... ...


He stole my heart, truly, completely and madly...

=)

Happy Monthniversary Hunny!



WeeEEeeeeee...!


Absolutely and accidentally in Love!





Jetaime!






*HeaRts*

April Fool's Day...

Had started on a bad note cos I woke up and went back to zzz, for I had been tossing n turning and worry about the instabilities in my life that I only managed to catch some snooze at 4am...


Since Mummy's away in China with Daddy for a holiday-cum-relatives visiting, it had meant that there wasn't a real solid and literally loud alarm to rouse me awake... The domestic help tried, but I went back to zzz, which meant I was late again for work...


I have been waking up to thoughts of being yelled and whatever-nots at work, so much so that Ive to drag myself to the showers! It used to take me 10 mins, and now, it's taking me about 30 mins to get to the bathroom every morning... (O_O")


My zest for events and marketing is slowly but surely being peeled away, in bits and tiny pieces like an onion.. We all know how onions can make people tear and cry... I almost did today, when Boss uttered something along the lines of "I'm gonna smack you for not doing what I wanted properly..."

Smack me? Hell, too bad this isn't the States... Those very words could land her in a very expensive defamation suit, which would see me sit on the lovely couches of Oprah and all those talk shows, and I'd probably become an overnight sensation, with bestseller books to boot! And obviously, I wouldn't need to endure her barrage of nonsensicals and insults, and I would probably be a really rich lady...


Hahs!



Sadly, this isn't the land of the free...


*SiGh*



That's a major reason why I hate female bosses, they tend to get anal during their time of the month... Just last week she said she wanted the data of whatever I was doing to be separated out into different countries, today she asks me why did I merge everything together!


.... ...?!?



I am of the female species, but no disrespect to my own kind or anything, but thus far, Ive never ever encountered a nice female Boss! Maybe it's just me... Perhaps I've a face tat female bosses dislike...



And to get yelled at by my brother, missing out lunch and having a packed lunch of yucky noodles was just MERELY the icing on top of the cake! =(


For a so-called very good and lovable friend/colleague of mine has been giving me the tantrums... I dont understand how on earth I could have endured and tolerated for the many years that I have! I guess it's just boils down to me being too nice to people that dont and shouldn't really matter... I guess I've been far too nice and easy-going that people just trample on me just because I'm not as bitchy or as feisty as I was during Junior College days...


I didn't provoke her or anything at work, I have been so busy with clearing my shiteloads and dodging my Boss that I rarely talk at all at work... My only companion that's keeping my sanity at work is music that's constantly blocking out all the cacophonies at work... (And of cos a very special someone's presence by being just a call or MSN message away! =) )

To have an issue totally blown outta proportion is just plain ridiculous... It's sad that I have to say this but it's small wonder that she doesn't seem to have chummy good friends... Despite me being pretty bitchy and sarcastic like 3/4s of the time, I hate to diss friends, and when I do that; it just means that I've been made used of, trampled upon till the point of no return that I just block out everything and start being bitchy... I totally hate that Gemini side of me appearing, but hey, the irony being that I have always been nothing but nice, so if it's not duly appreciated, Screw you...!



The silver lining being that it shows a person's true colours, and whether that person, or so-called friend would be there with a life buoy when shite happens and piranhas are after my life, or would they just bail out with lame excuses. To all those who have stayed and watched me falter, cried, and grow - I truly appreciate all of you! :)


And after letting all these frustrations out, I feel kinda better, although I still would drag myself in my heels to work tomorrow!! :(

One of the menial tasks that I've to get done tomorrow, and I've totally no clue on the procedures on booking the VIP Lounge...! (0_0)
Oh well, I'd just have to ask around tomorrow...

And rushing off work for a lovely dinner pre-arranged where everyone else was made to wait for me had a pleasant surprise in store which made my day so much better...

My so-called "Spybag" went crazzy on me today and to get something huge, roomy and lovely when all day you've been thinking about getting a new bag is just an absolutely sweet surprise!
It isn't just about the bag, but rather the thought that counts!
Makes me wonder if the Sweetheart reads minds as a side-line!
(On top of "conning" me, that is! *LauGhs* )
=P

To prove how huge and wonderfully roomy the bag is, the stuffed piggies were randomly stuffed into the bag! There were still tons of space left!
(I kid you not!)

And it's an authentic Mango bag to boot!
(I am, afterall, a huge fanatic of certain Mango stuff...)
(Makes the "Spybag bought all the way from Paris" pale extremely much in comparison...
*Hahs*







=P









And now, back to more work/backlog with a looming deadline called tomorrow!! =(
Unfortunately, advancements in technology has made humans able to work-from-home, meaning to clear up backlog even when you've reached home!!
*SiGh*




Thank you so much for the lovely surprise! Cheered up my extremely lousy April Fool's Day not because of the bag, but the effort of trying to cheer me up!
So sweet lar! :)

Thank you for being my Sweetest drug! :)





*sMiLes*





Im crossing my fingers and toes, and am hoping for better luck to come my way! Most definitely is for the remaining weekdays to whizz by!!!








*HeaRts*