Who Ever Loved, That Loved Not at First Sight?

It lies not in our power to love or hate,
For will in us is overruled by fate.
When two are stripped, long ere the course begin,
We wish that one should love, the other win;
And one especially do we affect
Of two gold ingots, like in each respect:
The reason no man knows, let it suffice,
What we behold is censured by our eyes.
Where both deliberate, the love is slight:
Who ever loved, that loved not at first sight?


~ Christopher Marlowe

*sMiLes*

"Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open."

said John Barrymore.





♥

Take a Bow - Curtain's finally closing...

"Oh, How about a round of applause?
Yeah...
A standing ovation?
Oh, Yeah,
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah...


You look so dumb right now,
Standing outside my house...
Trying to apologize,
You're so ugly when you cry,
Please, just cut it out...


Don't tell me you're sorry, cause you're not...
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught...

But you put on quite a show,
Really had me going...
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closing...

That was quite a show,
Very entertaining...
But it's over now,
(but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow...



Grab your clothes and get gone...
(get gone)
You better hurry up,
Before the sprinklers come on...
(come on)
Talking' bout'
Girl, I love you, you're the one,
This just looks like a re-run,
Please, what else is on?
(on)


Don't tell me you're sorry, cause you're not...
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught...

But you put on quite a show,
Really had me going...
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closing...

That was quite a show,
Very entertaining...
But it's over now,
(but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow...



Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to you!
(goes to you)
For making me believe,
That you could be faithful to me,
Let's hear your speech...



How about a round of applause?
A standing ovation?


But you put on quite a show,
Really had me going...
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closing...

That was quite a show,
Very entertaining...
But it's over now,
(but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow...


But it's over now... ..."

Take a bow - I gave him love, All he gave me was pretense...

"Ohhh, oooo...

The flowers are faded now,
Along with your letters,
They will never see the light of day.
Cause I'll never take them out...



And there's no turning back,
Its for the better.
Baby, I deserved more than empty words,
And promises.
I believed everything you said,
And I gave you the best I have...
Ohhh...



So take a bow.
Cause you've taken everything else...
You played the part,
And like a star you played it so well...
Take a bow,
Cause this scene is coming to an end,
I gave you love,
All you gave me was pretense...
So now,
Take a bow...



The future's about to change...
Before you know it,
The curtain closes...
Take a look around,
There's no one in the crowd...



I'm throwing away the pain,
And you should know that your performance,
It made me stronger now...



So take a bow.
Cause you've taken everything else...
You played the part,
And like a star you played it so well...
Take a bow,
Cause this scene is coming to an end,
I gave you love,
All you gave me was pretense...
So now,
Take a bow...



Well it must have been slight of hand,
Cause I still can't understand,
How I could never see,
Just what a fool believed...
Umm...



But the lies they start to show;
Tell me how it feels to know,
Right now that I wont be around?
So baby before I put you out...



So take a bow.
Cause you've taken everything else...
You played the part,
And like a star you played it so well...
Take a bow,
Cause this scene is coming to an end,
I gave you love,
All you gave me was pretense...
So now,
Take a bow...



So take a bow.
Cause you've taken everything else...
You played the part,
And like a star you played it so well...
Take a bow,
Cause this scene is coming to an end,
I gave you love,
All you gave me was pretense...
So now,
Take a bow... ..."

Take A Bow, When you get to the part, Where you're breaking my heart...

"Take a bow, the night is over,
This masquerade is getting older.
Lights are low,
the curtains down;
There's no one here...
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]

Say your lines,
but do you feel them?
Do you mean what you say, when there's no one around?
[no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star...

[One lonely star you don't know who you are]



I've always been in love with you...
[always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true...
[you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why?
The show is over, say good-bye...

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye...


Make them laugh, it comes so easy...
When you get to the part,
Where you're breaking my heart...
[breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile,
All the world loves a clown...
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]


Wish you well,
I cannot stay...
You deserve an award for the role that you played...
[role that you played]

No more masquerade,
you're one lonely star...
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]


I've always been in love with you...
[always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true...
[you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why?
The show is over, say good-bye...


Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye...


All the world is a stage,
[world is a stage]
And everyone has their part...
[has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go?
How was I to know you'd break...
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart...?



I've always been in love with you,
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known...
You took my love for granted, why oh why?
The show is over, say good-bye...


Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye...
Say good-bye... ..."

The End marks A New Beginning...

"What we call the beginning is often the end.
And to make an end is to make a beginning.
The end is where we start from."
T.S. Eliot said.



The relationship has ended, for reasons I do not wish to elaborate on via my blog, for friends whom truly matter are aware of the on-goings...




The hurt, the "tests" / lies and most I had experienced were excruciatingly painful, and extremely traumatic to deal with...

There are nights where I lie awake thinking about the reasons why I was being put to the test countless of times, being doubted upon...





It dawned upon me that without trust, nothing can ever work out...




I gave my all.
I loved Him more than I did of my previous boyfriends;
Yet to be at the receiving end of such mistrust was just too much for me to swallow...


I really had thought that he was THE ONE after going through so much bitter and painful experiences in the past...




Yet, perhaps this is Life's way of teaching me an extremely bitter lesson... ...

























I thank all whom have been concerned, and whom have been giving me encouragement and calling me to make sure I am okay! :)
I truly appreciate it! :D



Happy belated 2010 to one and all!


Hope the fortnight of festivities has been filled with smiles and plenty of Love!

=)

SORRY! PLEASE FORGIVE ME!

"Me, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you."





To Baby GlueGun :

I'm sorry for all the hurt caused upon you. I am sorry for keeping you waiting, for lying to you, and for shutting off my phone.


I know saying sorry won't erase the pain I've had inflicted upon you, for they were the very 3 most hateful things in your Life.


As you lay asleep on the other line, I just want to tell you from the bottom of my heart:


You said I have to bear the consequences of my own actions for treating you this way, for abusing the trust you had in me; and for disrespecting you.


Im not an angel, neither am I perfect, I wished I was though -- I wished I had a magic wand to eradicate all the pain I've had inflicted upon you; to wave off all the unhappiness in your Life, and to make things between us right. I wished I could, but I cannot take back my words, the lies I've spoken to you, and take back the hurt I've caused.


I can only ask for your forgiveness, for another chance to make things work, and for us to give the relationship another chance.


You would always tell me I have plenty of niceties to say, and how I seem to always have the right words to say... And how whatever I say now won't repair the damage I've caused.


However, SORRY is the only thing I can say now, and despite how it can never remove the pain I've caused, I am truly remorseful and repentful...


Please forgive me, and give me, and give us another chance to make things right...


I ♥ you!