"What we call the beginning is often the end.
And to make an end is to make a beginning.
The end is where we start from."
T.S. Eliot said.
The relationship has ended, for reasons I do not wish to elaborate on via my blog, for friends whom truly matter are aware of the on-goings...
The hurt, the "tests" / lies and most I had experienced were excruciatingly painful, and extremely traumatic to deal with...
There are nights where I lie awake thinking about the reasons why I was being put to the test countless of times, being doubted upon...
It dawned upon me that without trust, nothing can ever work out...
I gave my all.
I loved Him more than I did of my previous boyfriends;
Yet to be at the receiving end of such mistrust was just too much for me to swallow...
I really had thought that he was THE ONE after going through so much bitter and painful experiences in the past...
Yet, perhaps this is Life's way of teaching me an extremely bitter lesson... ...
I thank all whom have been concerned, and whom have been giving me encouragement and calling me to make sure I am okay! :)
I truly appreciate it! :D
Happy belated 2010 to one and all!
Hope the fortnight of festivities has been filled with smiles and plenty of Love!
=)
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