I wrote your name in the sky,
But the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
But the waves washed it away.
I wrote my name in my heart,
And forever it will stay.
-Jessica Blade
Angela and Paul are finally getting married! =) After 4 years of courtship, dating and what-nots, they are finally tying the knot! I'm so happy for them! :)
Time sure does fly by! Ive known Angela since January 2000, which seems like eons ago! And who could forget the fact that she went shopping with me and another friend when we barely knew each other? :)
Although I wasn't there for my dearest Nanny (That in itself is a longgg story! :P ) when she got together with Paul, I am glad that I will be able to witness them sealing the deal (What a way to put it!) come 30th April!
I can't wait!
=)
(That is wedding number 2 for 2007...I think there ought to be a few more...)
pZ's officially getting O-L-D!!!
Do check out Paul and Angela's webpage! It's really nice!
*Hearts*
Friday, March 30, 2007
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
On a totally different note altogether...
I now officially have another chauffeur! And that lucky guy is...My brother! *Laughs* My bro has finally passed his practical driving test on his FOURTH try! =)
Now I reckon my dad would be highly tempted to get a car...Please make it a Honda Civic! And if daddy really does get a car, I'd have my own chauffeur at my beck and call! =P One other thing, brother's perseverance is kinda getting me all tempted to get my license to officially terrorise people on the roads! *Laughs*
Yayy to korkor's provisional driving license!
*Hearts*
Absolutely still in lurvveee with Shayne Ward's voice!
*sMiLes*
Now I reckon my dad would be highly tempted to get a car...Please make it a Honda Civic! And if daddy really does get a car, I'd have my own chauffeur at my beck and call! =P One other thing, brother's perseverance is kinda getting me all tempted to get my license to officially terrorise people on the roads! *Laughs*
Yayy to korkor's provisional driving license!
*Hearts*
Absolutely still in lurvveee with Shayne Ward's voice!
*sMiLes*
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
It's been a longg week, of sorts...
My granny was hospitalised like 2 weeks ago for bronchitis due to old age, so for the past fortnight I have been shuttling to and fro from the hospital and all...She got discharged last Monday, only to continue coughing and refusing to chew or swallow her food cos she said she was feeling miserable from her cough that we got her re-admitted into the hospital again on Sunday...
I really do hope she's fine...
I looked at all the old ladies lying there, some with visiting relatives and family, some of them lying there looking lonely...And I looked back at my Gran and I suddenly remembered how she used to ask me to sit on her lap, or just sit close to her while she played with my hair...I remembered that I would sometimes struggle, for I hated people touching my hair when I was like a young kiddo... Time sure does fly...
I hate how and what old age does to people; It makes people fall really sick, it makes them really really ill...It makes them unable to sleep comfortably just because they're having health problems...I hate it how Ive never gotten to talk to my paternal grand-dad for he passed away when I was just 6 months old...I hate it how I only know him from anecdotes...How I wished I had knew him as a person sometimes...I hate it how diabetes and cancer took my maternal grandparents away in 2002-2003, where they my maternal grand-dad passed away 9 months after my maternal granny had passed away...I guessed that they must have really loved each other a whole lot, for my maternal grand-dad went a lil' bonkers and all after my maternal granny's death...
Having known that my maternal grandparents loved each other alot and that in their eternal final resting peace, they were buried together, and that they would eternally be with each other always brings a warm feeling inside me...I always envisioned an eternal type of love, where like how Adam Sandler sang "Grow Old With You" in the movie, "The Wedding Singer"; Growing old with a special someone, taking care of him/her through good and bad times, give that someone special my coat when he/she is cold ("Give you my coat when you are cold..."), and even letting him/her hold the remote control when we're watching the telly together...
It might sound weird but I have been thinking about alot of stuff, especially matters close to my heart recently. Perhaps its got to do with PMS, or the fact that recent events have been triggering memories that I once shared with a once special Someone, aka, my former partner whom I had once thought would be my partner in all that I do for this lifetime...
Its funny how ironic life is...I haven't had thoughts about him in ages, but recently I have found myself to be mentioning snippets of and about him to alot of people...Do I subconsciously miss him? I highly doubt it...Close friends would know the real reason why I left him for good, despite the number of times I wanted to previously... And most of the memories triggered weren't really happy memories; To be honest, I hardly remember the happy memories...Looking back, I wished I had walked off earlier, I just couldn't cos I was so deeply infatuated with that Someone so much so that I didn't and couldn't leave him, when deep down inside me, what the heart and mind felt were at total opposites...In a morbid kinda way, I am glad, in some ways, that things turned out the way they did, for it gave me strength to walk on in MY own journey; and yet in some ways, it has made me who I am today, someone who is wary and emotionally barren sometimes...
I don't deny that a chunk of me died (in literal sense) when I finally decided to end the relationship that was simply just heading nowhere... Almost half a year has whizzed by me and I sometimes do self-evaluate myself and of things around me, and I find that I am still wary of people's intentions towards me, be it being good and/or genuine or otherwise...I still find it a tad difficult to warm up to strangers who I sense have hidden intentions, sleazy ones even...I find it a little difficult to trust people and in some ways, there are its positives and negatives...
"Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid...
Because of you..."
In some ways, I feel that Im kinda like a cactus, my fave "flower" of sorts; where maybe its my own self-defence mechanism at work, where I dont wanna get hurt, so I put up a front so that if anyone whom I sense that isn't that nice comes near, I get all prickly like a cactus...Its only people I hold dear and close to in my heart would know the real pZ...
pZ does wanna find someone who would keep me grounded, sane and happy...I want a person who would be a pillar of strength and yet at the same time, be someone whom is imperfect and filial! Too much to ask for, I reckon? *Laughs* In all honesty, pZ isn't all about clubbing n more clubbing, mind you! *Laughs*
Talking about clubbing...
Darling JuLes and I at "Our Playground" last Wednesday! The irony, DarLing JuLes is about the same height as I am, but i wonder why was I so tall that night...Must be my 10cm killer heels, I guess! *Laughs* (I think I look FAT in the picture! *soB* )
I hope for more pictures later today! *Laughs*
*Hearts*
My granny was hospitalised like 2 weeks ago for bronchitis due to old age, so for the past fortnight I have been shuttling to and fro from the hospital and all...She got discharged last Monday, only to continue coughing and refusing to chew or swallow her food cos she said she was feeling miserable from her cough that we got her re-admitted into the hospital again on Sunday...
I really do hope she's fine...
I looked at all the old ladies lying there, some with visiting relatives and family, some of them lying there looking lonely...And I looked back at my Gran and I suddenly remembered how she used to ask me to sit on her lap, or just sit close to her while she played with my hair...I remembered that I would sometimes struggle, for I hated people touching my hair when I was like a young kiddo... Time sure does fly...
I hate how and what old age does to people; It makes people fall really sick, it makes them really really ill...It makes them unable to sleep comfortably just because they're having health problems...I hate it how Ive never gotten to talk to my paternal grand-dad for he passed away when I was just 6 months old...I hate it how I only know him from anecdotes...How I wished I had knew him as a person sometimes...I hate it how diabetes and cancer took my maternal grandparents away in 2002-2003, where they my maternal grand-dad passed away 9 months after my maternal granny had passed away...I guessed that they must have really loved each other a whole lot, for my maternal grand-dad went a lil' bonkers and all after my maternal granny's death...
Having known that my maternal grandparents loved each other alot and that in their eternal final resting peace, they were buried together, and that they would eternally be with each other always brings a warm feeling inside me...I always envisioned an eternal type of love, where like how Adam Sandler sang "Grow Old With You" in the movie, "The Wedding Singer"; Growing old with a special someone, taking care of him/her through good and bad times, give that someone special my coat when he/she is cold ("Give you my coat when you are cold..."), and even letting him/her hold the remote control when we're watching the telly together...
It might sound weird but I have been thinking about alot of stuff, especially matters close to my heart recently. Perhaps its got to do with PMS, or the fact that recent events have been triggering memories that I once shared with a once special Someone, aka, my former partner whom I had once thought would be my partner in all that I do for this lifetime...
Its funny how ironic life is...I haven't had thoughts about him in ages, but recently I have found myself to be mentioning snippets of and about him to alot of people...Do I subconsciously miss him? I highly doubt it...Close friends would know the real reason why I left him for good, despite the number of times I wanted to previously... And most of the memories triggered weren't really happy memories; To be honest, I hardly remember the happy memories...Looking back, I wished I had walked off earlier, I just couldn't cos I was so deeply infatuated with that Someone so much so that I didn't and couldn't leave him, when deep down inside me, what the heart and mind felt were at total opposites...In a morbid kinda way, I am glad, in some ways, that things turned out the way they did, for it gave me strength to walk on in MY own journey; and yet in some ways, it has made me who I am today, someone who is wary and emotionally barren sometimes...
I don't deny that a chunk of me died (in literal sense) when I finally decided to end the relationship that was simply just heading nowhere... Almost half a year has whizzed by me and I sometimes do self-evaluate myself and of things around me, and I find that I am still wary of people's intentions towards me, be it being good and/or genuine or otherwise...I still find it a tad difficult to warm up to strangers who I sense have hidden intentions, sleazy ones even...I find it a little difficult to trust people and in some ways, there are its positives and negatives...
"Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you...
I am afraid...
Because of you..."
In some ways, I feel that Im kinda like a cactus, my fave "flower" of sorts; where maybe its my own self-defence mechanism at work, where I dont wanna get hurt, so I put up a front so that if anyone whom I sense that isn't that nice comes near, I get all prickly like a cactus...Its only people I hold dear and close to in my heart would know the real pZ...
pZ does wanna find someone who would keep me grounded, sane and happy...I want a person who would be a pillar of strength and yet at the same time, be someone whom is imperfect and filial! Too much to ask for, I reckon? *Laughs* In all honesty, pZ isn't all about clubbing n more clubbing, mind you! *Laughs*
Talking about clubbing...
Darling JuLes and I at "Our Playground" last Wednesday! The irony, DarLing JuLes is about the same height as I am, but i wonder why was I so tall that night...Must be my 10cm killer heels, I guess! *Laughs* (I think I look FAT in the picture! *soB* )
I hope for more pictures later today! *Laughs*
*Hearts*
Thursday, March 8, 2007
Pictures galore! =)
Ive been waiting for ages for these photos to be uploaded at a local clubbing webby, cos apparently the webby had problems uploading the pictures onto the site...Oh well...Whatever the case is, here goes the cam-whoring! =)
Enjoy!!
*Laughs*
Me, UngKu, Darling JodY!
Da Gang!
DarLing JodY, Kenny (Have heaps
of fun in Germany dude!), Kenneth,
DarLing MinGyuN and moi!
UngKu and moi!
(I look eff-ing FAT! =( )
UngKu and moi DarLing JuLes!
(Lookin' pretty, baby!)
The power of 3!
(pZ needs to zzz off the eyebags! O_O )
Us again!
Lucky boy!
*sMoocHies*
High up on "Our Playground"!
DarLing JuLes, Chye, Leong and moi!
Our fringes got in the way! :(
Da fringe strikes back!
*Laughs*
Bunnies! Playboy style!
(Guess whose hands were those? :P )
Alright, I gotta admit, some pictures were not really nicely taken...(pZ with eyebags, dark spots and all...) But hey, nobody's perfect! :P
I need an eyebag cream and a dark spot minimiser...
(Does anyone have any good brands that WORK to recommend? =) )
Ive got more pictures, but Flickr seems to be screwing up on me...
(Anyone has any solutions? :( )
After another round of "Double-D-ing", I slept for like 4 hours and now Im in front of the computer!
Pure insane madness!
pZ shall try to zzz soon!
pZ's got a HUGE craving for salmon with heaps of wasabi and soya and miso soup once again!
Tis the fishy Japan-y season!
*Laughs*
*Hearts*
Enjoy!!
*Laughs*
Me, UngKu, Darling JodY!
Da Gang!
DarLing JodY, Kenny (Have heaps
of fun in Germany dude!), Kenneth,
DarLing MinGyuN and moi!
UngKu and moi!
(I look eff-ing FAT! =( )
UngKu and moi DarLing JuLes!
(Lookin' pretty, baby!)
The power of 3!
(pZ needs to zzz off the eyebags! O_O )
Us again!
Lucky boy!
*sMoocHies*
High up on "Our Playground"!
DarLing JuLes, Chye, Leong and moi!
Our fringes got in the way! :(
Da fringe strikes back!
*Laughs*
Bunnies! Playboy style!
(Guess whose hands were those? :P )
Alright, I gotta admit, some pictures were not really nicely taken...(pZ with eyebags, dark spots and all...) But hey, nobody's perfect! :P
I need an eyebag cream and a dark spot minimiser...
(Does anyone have any good brands that WORK to recommend? =) )
Ive got more pictures, but Flickr seems to be screwing up on me...
(Anyone has any solutions? :( )
After another round of "Double-D-ing", I slept for like 4 hours and now Im in front of the computer!
Pure insane madness!
pZ shall try to zzz soon!
pZ's got a HUGE craving for salmon with heaps of wasabi and soya and miso soup once again!
Tis the fishy Japan-y season!
*Laughs*
*Hearts*
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
pZ's got a HUGE crush...!!!
pZ will SERIOUSLY marry this guy for his voice alone! OMGawd! His voice's somewhat similar to Ryan Carerra's, but its got a Brit tinge, which pZ lovessss!!!
*Laughs*
OK, minus Josh Groban, Micheal Buble and Robbie Williams...pZ's officially declaring to have a HUGE GAGA crush on Shayne Ward! Those eyes are to die for...! O_o
Couldn't manage to locate the video clip on Youtube.com or on the world-wide-web...Reckon he hasn't got down to fliming anything...So enjoy this song! Tis the reason that got pZ GAGA!
Simple but meaningful lyrics!
Do check out his ealier songs...!
pZ's HIGHLY TEMPTED to get his cd, just to GAGA at him!
*Laughs*
I shall continue swoon-ing now!
*Laughs*
*Hearts*
Shayne Ward - Easy To Love You
Uncomplicated, you enjoy the simple things...
Don’t need no make-up, you just wear what nature brings...
If you could see what I see, you would know you’re beautiful...
You make it easy to love you every time you smile at me...
And it’s so easy to love you, girl you shine so naturally
I couldn’t even count them, there’s so many ways...
You make it easy to love you...
You can’t hide it, it’s there in everything you do.
You don’t see it, and that’s just why I fell for you...
If you could see what I see, you would know you’re beautiful...
You make it easy to love you every time you smile at me...
And it’s so easy to love you, girl you shine so naturally
I couldn’t even count them, there’s so many ways...
You make it easy to love you...
You make it easy to love you..
If you could see what I see you would know you’re beautiful..
You make it easy to love you every time you smile at me...
And it’s so easy to love you, girl you shine so naturally
I couldn’t even count them, there’s so many ways...
You make it easy to love you...
*Laughs*
OK, minus Josh Groban, Micheal Buble and Robbie Williams...pZ's officially declaring to have a HUGE GAGA crush on Shayne Ward! Those eyes are to die for...! O_o
Couldn't manage to locate the video clip on Youtube.com or on the world-wide-web...Reckon he hasn't got down to fliming anything...So enjoy this song! Tis the reason that got pZ GAGA!
Simple but meaningful lyrics!
Do check out his ealier songs...!
pZ's HIGHLY TEMPTED to get his cd, just to GAGA at him!
*Laughs*
I shall continue swoon-ing now!
*Laughs*
*Hearts*
Shayne Ward - Easy To Love You
Uncomplicated, you enjoy the simple things...
Don’t need no make-up, you just wear what nature brings...
If you could see what I see, you would know you’re beautiful...
You make it easy to love you every time you smile at me...
And it’s so easy to love you, girl you shine so naturally
I couldn’t even count them, there’s so many ways...
You make it easy to love you...
You can’t hide it, it’s there in everything you do.
You don’t see it, and that’s just why I fell for you...
If you could see what I see, you would know you’re beautiful...
You make it easy to love you every time you smile at me...
And it’s so easy to love you, girl you shine so naturally
I couldn’t even count them, there’s so many ways...
You make it easy to love you...
You make it easy to love you..
If you could see what I see you would know you’re beautiful..
You make it easy to love you every time you smile at me...
And it’s so easy to love you, girl you shine so naturally
I couldn’t even count them, there’s so many ways...
You make it easy to love you...
Monday, March 5, 2007
At 4-ish in the morning...
You feel ridiculously hungry and you're dying to head off to the kitchen to cook a packet of instant noodles...
BUT, since pZ's been "supper-ing" too much these days, and I dont wanna gain weight... (I wanna lose weight, mind you!) I am hearing the "symphony" from my tummy...!
Yet I refuse to eat! =X
HUGE craving for Swensens's weekend pancake breakfast! And it's only technically Monday!
4 more days to the weekend!
*Laughs*
BUT, since pZ's been "supper-ing" too much these days, and I dont wanna gain weight... (I wanna lose weight, mind you!) I am hearing the "symphony" from my tummy...!
Yet I refuse to eat! =X
HUGE craving for Swensens's weekend pancake breakfast! And it's only technically Monday!
4 more days to the weekend!
*Laughs*
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