Wednesday, May 7, 2008

When... ...

Insecurity rears its ugly head, I tend to freak out at the insignificants and loathe myself...


I saw his eyes when he walked past her house, his gaze lingered for more than a second, I didn't flip or freak out there and then, but I uttered a silent prayer, hoping that it was merely the lack of lightings playing its tricks on my eyes... But he said it out loud that he would glance over as it was a habit of his...


I honestly hate it when they have had 8 years together, and Im sure there were some happy memories shared, despite how he says he doesn't recall happy memories...


Whereas for us, we don't even have half a year!! (>.<")


I hate comparisons and I loathe how the green-eyed monster is consuming me whole...


The nightmare that night after just merely added onto the green-ness of it all...



Darn insecurity!!!!
=(

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