In shades of grey and pink...: Perfection...

It's was the ex-bf that first let me listen to this song...

It had reminded me so much of my former relationship that I cried as I was listening to this song, and that time, the ex bf and I weren't an item yet... ...

Now, as I listen to this song, it only reminds me of our relationship... The irony of it all!!!!!

"In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities." - Janos Arany

Then maybe perhaps what we had shared was not Love, for he had began to think that I was getting impossible, and how we were getting impossible... ... How he simply gave up trying, cos we were "too different for each other... ..."

It would be good if we could all fit into the imperfections of the significant other, or how it would be good to be similar, share similar interests, share similiar personalities... But, Love is about making compromises, sacrifices and having plenty of communication... Love isn't just about giving things up when things doesn't seem to be looking rosy... Neither it is about comparing... Love should be unconditional... I gave unconditionally, yet in the end, he tells me it's over...

He has made the choice, and it's been a month odd...
It's a battle everyday to keep the mind busy... There are some days where I seriously am soo busy that I don't even have time to ponder... Yet there are the days when the mind wanders...

Moving on this time around is so tough... But I know I'd have to slowly move on... ...

For... ...

The Love that he had wanted is simply just far too perfect...

No matter how hard I've tried, I'd never ever be able to perfect it... ...

Maybe, just maybe, the kinda Love that I thought I had, was nothing but just a dream, and like how when one is dreaming in their sleep, he/she would eventually have to wake up... ...

Sooner or later, I'd have to wake up and face the music... ...