Monday, September 15, 2008

Wishing it was still the weekend...

It's gonna be a rambled update as I'm pretty exhausted, and Ive got work + school = a long day ahead tomorrow, and it being Monday = Bluesy day...

Oh well...

For all those whom have sent love and concern via SMS-es and over MSN, thank you for the concern - I'm still, unfortunately limping slightly, and stairs are a nightmare still... There are the moments when I feel the knee going to buckle on me anytime... Thank Gawd for railings on stairs, lifts, and obviously everyone's love all around. They make sure my knee's properly settled in public places before they take their seats, and Sweet Bubbles was absolutely sweet in waiting for me while climbing that horrendously lonnnggg flight of stairs over coffee last Friday, and how she would patiently wait for me to be done in the loo... :)

I feel blessed to have wonderful friends like her around, so much so that I feel guilty/somewhat bad that I haven't been in regular contact... :( ... I'm always surprised on how tight a bond we have despite not meeting up regularly due to the busy schedules, I just wished that I had a tighter bond with the rest that were present.. I always seemed to be the one looking at things from the outside when we were in school together... But I truly appreciate them for inviting me out...

*Photos to be uploaded soon! I promise!*

This weekend was the traditional Mooncake Festival, and BabyLove and I went mooncake shopping for my parents and his aunt... I guess it has got to do with the gloom over the current global situation - inflations, political instability and what-nots, the mooncake varieties were surprisingly less compared to last year's, and not having Hainanese mooncakes was a tad bit disappointing... :(

What was even more disappointing was how Manchester United surendered an early lead at the Kop's... Drats!!!! :(

What I really yearn for at this point in time is that I really wish for more time to be able to get my personal stuff done... School stuff has taken a step back with the piling workload... I don't dislike my job, I just don't find immense satisfaction from it, probably because in the huge corporation, I am merely a digit, an employee id number, and nothing significant... The colleagues are nice and all, it's just the work that is wearing me down...

The big boss is apparently impressed with my performance while my Superior was on holiday that she has tasked me some major duties which aren't part of my job scope... If you were in my shoes, would it be fair to be given more job responsibilities (on top of the never-ending daily routines), without giving greater power at the workplace to be able to make decisions? And not getting any pay increament for that matter? (-_-")

I wished for more time to be able to get my ever-messy hair snipped... I wished for more time to rest so that my knee would heal - the wound isn't closing, and I'm honestly worried...Sometimes the pain gets so unbearable, but I still have to grit my teeth and bear with the pain to get the work done... (-_-") I wished that the knee would heal so I can get back to jogging... It doesn't help that I am expanding sideways as time goes by...Hurhur..! :(



I wished that Monday wouldn't come so soon...

Drats, it's already Monday!! :(







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