In Search of Happy-ness... =)

Has anyone been stuck in a situation when you want something so badly, so much so that it is within reach, yet you can't get your hands on it?

Let's put it in analogy terms:-

Since I've such a love affair with shoes, let's just say that you saw a really lovely pair of shoes that would really match your all-time fave outfit, and it's at a discounted price and is thus, really affordable... So you decide to try the shoes out and you realise how comfy it is, despite the fact that you are simply just walking on 2 sticks that's enduring your entire body weight... (According to Mummy and brother that is… :P )

You decide to buy it, when...

The sales person tells you it's being reserved by someone so you can't have the pair, as it is, unfortunately the last pair in the store...

*Darns*

Or how Candy Empire tells me that my fave Willy Wonka chocolate bar is no longer in production, which is why it is no longer sold here! :(

*Drats*

Likewise, when Love strikes from unknown corners, where it lurks and sneaks up on a person, would you fall hopelessly and expect for the best things ever to happen you, or would you adopt a cautious, wait-and-see approach? Or much worse, push Love and everything else that comes along with it away?

Everyone has, I am sure, been hurt through the process of looking for Love, or something similar… I am one of those unfortunate few that have been hurt far too many times that sometimes, to numb the pain and to prevent myself from getting hurt once again, I tend to push everything and everyone away, and bottle up the feelings inside. =(

It’s sad, but sometimes, I wished that there was a pill for happiness… Like how when a person has a headache, all he/she needs to do is to pop a couple of painkillers, take a nap or rest for a while, and then he/she would get better…

I mean when one is happy, a person can drink themselves silly, or shop until their legs feel weak, or just do really random things…

However, at this point of time, I can only imagine that I have my daily dosage of my happiness pill and I put on the brightest smile before I face the world, kinda like a mask, of sorts…

And when one isn’t in a very happy mood, one listens to an all time fave song!

One of my fave songs to just chill and listen to... Never fails to get me "in the mood", if you know what I mean...

*LauGhs*

:P

To a special someone - Like how the song says it all, Im not going anywhere... =)

And to quote from the movie, Jerry McGuire ~

"Jerry Maguire: I won't let you get rid of me..."

=)

Im on a search for my happy-ness! =)

"You think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
you think i'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
i wouldn't do that
i'll tell you you're right when you want
ha ah ah ah ah ah
and if only you could see into me

oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me

when you're on the outside baby and you can`t get in
i will show you you're so much better than you know
when you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again
i will find you darling and i will bring you home

and if you want to cry
i am here to dry your eyes
and in no time
you'll be fine...

you think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
you think id leave you down when you're down on your knees
i wouldn't do that
i'll tell you you're right when you wrong
ha ah ah ah ah ah
and if only you could see into me

oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
when you're low
i'll be there
by your side baby

oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
oh when you're low
i'll be there
by your side baby... ..."