I'd readily admit... ...
I am anal,
I choose my friends...
I don't add strangers onto my FaceBook List...
(Not even on Friendster / MySpace /WhoLivesNearYou, etc; prior to the craze of FaceBook...)
To see and know he has been adding friends whom he claims to know,
(SYTs, mind you!)
Yet u cannot be certain to trust your heart and his words...
What would anyone do?
(Many of whom are accquaintance's friend's friend, so it wouldn't have been such coincidence for him to know them, right?
What are the odds?
Better than striking lottery? )
When friends SMS or call,
I'd alway tell him who is on the line / who has sms-ed...
Yet, when I ask,
It's a nonchalant shrug,
A look of indifference...
Especially when previously he showed me the messages,
it was a colleague / friend of his whom told him...
"I like you."
If u were in my heels...
Would little tiny alarm bells go ringing in your head?
=(
He had / has trust issues,
Now its as though the coin has been flipped,
He said I need not tell him who has been texting / calling me to reassure him...!
(When previously he once said he is happy to know the little things I've done to reassure him...)
How heartbreaking to hear!
=(
I have intense strong feelings that tonight is going to be an extremely long and sleepless night ahead... ....
Sometimes, the right words don't even want to come and help me straighten things out...
Maybe after a few strong glasses of Brandy,
Maybe the tears might descend upon me...
Maybe just maybe...
This is a hurt which I have never experienced before,
I don't know how to deal with it...
Maybe the fragilities within my heart might choose to ignore the throbbing that I am feeling inside, where the heart is...
But for now, I'm robbed of words, I lay speechless, and crying / quietly tear-ing with the wind howling in the distance... ...
I don't want (and dunno how!) to talk about it... ...
[ And I am feeling helpless about it... ... :( ]
*SiGhs*
"I can tell by your eyes that youve probbly been cryin forever,
And the stars in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart?
Blue for the tears, black for the nights fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this ol' heart.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart... ..."
I am anal,
I choose my friends...
I don't add strangers onto my FaceBook List...
(Not even on Friendster / MySpace /WhoLivesNearYou, etc; prior to the craze of FaceBook...)
To see and know he has been adding friends whom he claims to know,
(SYTs, mind you!)
Yet u cannot be certain to trust your heart and his words...
What would anyone do?
(Many of whom are accquaintance's friend's friend, so it wouldn't have been such coincidence for him to know them, right?
What are the odds?
Better than striking lottery? )
When friends SMS or call,
I'd alway tell him who is on the line / who has sms-ed...
Yet, when I ask,
It's a nonchalant shrug,
A look of indifference...
Especially when previously he showed me the messages,
it was a colleague / friend of his whom told him...
"I like you."
If u were in my heels...
Would little tiny alarm bells go ringing in your head?
=(
He had / has trust issues,
Now its as though the coin has been flipped,
He said I need not tell him who has been texting / calling me to reassure him...!
(When previously he once said he is happy to know the little things I've done to reassure him...)
How heartbreaking to hear!
=(
I have intense strong feelings that tonight is going to be an extremely long and sleepless night ahead... ....
Sometimes, the right words don't even want to come and help me straighten things out...
Maybe after a few strong glasses of Brandy,
Maybe the tears might descend upon me...
Maybe just maybe...
This is a hurt which I have never experienced before,
I don't know how to deal with it...
Maybe the fragilities within my heart might choose to ignore the throbbing that I am feeling inside, where the heart is...
But for now, I'm robbed of words, I lay speechless, and crying / quietly tear-ing with the wind howling in the distance... ...
I don't want (and dunno how!) to talk about it... ...
[ And I am feeling helpless about it... ... :( ]
*SiGhs*
"I can tell by your eyes that youve probbly been cryin forever,
And the stars in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart?
Blue for the tears, black for the nights fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this ol' heart.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart... ..."
2 comments:
Totally feel you. While many claim women are complicated and hard to understand, I think the same goes for men. So, basically there is nothing much we can do but go with the flow. Remember, what matters is you have done your best. As for the rest, leave it to God to handle. *Hugs and kisses*
*hugS*
Thank You for the encouragement Babe! :D
♥ you too! :D
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