I know its a belated entry, (what's new from pZ? *Laughs*) but the week last and the current week so far has been a mad blast!


Im still having problems with my wireless connection to the Internet (Bloody Starhub!) and its getting to be a lil' tad more than irritating when I'm online via MSN and my friends keep saying Im popping in and out of MSN far too often! *Laughs* What's more, all the websites that I surf either takes donkey ages to load, or it never loads! =(


I had a MSN chat on Thursday with a good guy friend of mine, who was having trouble at work and as well as with his previous relationship... He was real sad after reading how happy she was (with the new beau) in her blog of sorts and he was sad that he didnt treat her well when they were together. To him (I dont know if he reads my blog, I doubt he does, but anyways...), like how Ive always been telling him...


Sometimes, some people walk into our lives, stay for a little while and sometimes, they're extremely difficult to let go when they leave. But Ive since learnt, the hard way, that although letting go is really tough, but its precisely the tough that gets people going -- The first step is always the toughest, but there's always friends and family who would always be there for you when u need a listening ear or someone just to talk to. Letting go also means giving yourself another chance to learn to appreciate and love another person again. And I truly believe in holding onto the good memories and letting go of the bad ones, for they'd only impede the recovery process, for holding onto hate/grudges would never allow a person to truly move on with life.


Heartbreaks are inevitable in life, it merely makes a person become a stronger and hopefully, a much better person...And be happy when she's all well and happy...


And from something I read somewhere online -- The irony of it all is that we tend to look at the closed door when it's already locked shut and all bolted up. Most of us tend to wonder about the "should haves, would haves and could haves", not realising that every time, with each closed door, it merely just means that another door is opening up somewhere...So we should learn how to allow the closed door to remain shut as it is, and move on, for life has much more doors to offer...


:)


My dear "bf" Joshua, if you'r reading this, I do hope you'd cheer up and be more optimistic! *sMiLes*



And there's a reason why he's my "bf", cos he has saved my huge ass which was in distress not once, but twice at "Our Playground" recently...In fact, a few of the bouncers and bartenders had asked if he was indeed my bf, but nah...He's my "bf" who has a really acidic tongue that is on par with mine! *Laughs*


Joshua "rescued" me from distress over the weekend on Friday when I was out and abouts over at "Our Playground" for yet another night of Double D-ing, when we were all rushing down before 10pm, for we had free entry! When we reached there, it was pretty empty and something happened to darLing JuLes (Im not telling! :X) , which made all of us sad girLies! :(


I saw an acquaintance from "Our Playground" and he bought me a jug of Vodka Lime which tasted horrid cos it was tad too sour, which would have meant that it was real sour for the rest of my girlies! (For those to dont know, I have a fetish for sour drinks and plums! Which perhaps explains my acidic tongue! *Laughs*) and we chatted a little before I went around talking to the staff and all...I started asking for cheerries from Dominic and Don, cos I was real bored and I wanted to have some cherries to feel cheery! :P And I was pissed off with the acquaintance of mine after Double D-ing at "Our Playground" cos he had been bloody rude and mean to darLing jodY, which explained why she looked so moody and pissed the entire night! And she didnt even tell me on the night itself, else, I would have given that guy a piece of my mind! *HmpF*



I bumped into Mr Loanshark/bookie's friend who grabbed my hand and spoke to me...I didnt recognise him initially because he looked so different from a week ago! He made me and my girlies finish up his jug of Screwdriver, which was an easy feat, considering the fact that there were so many of us, and we are pretty good drinkers! *Laughs* I was a lil' disgusted cos he kept holding onto my hand and refused to let go when I tried asking him to...He tried flirting by saying that my hair smelled really nice and all, when he totally forgot my girlies and my names! I really do hope I wont see him this week, cos he promised us drinks but ran away when we demanded him to treat as as promised! *Laughs*


DarLing JuLes and two of my other gfs went off cos they were bored and went off to some karaoke pub along Boat Quay... I continued my Double D-ing session and Joshua came with a friend and his gf after a wedding dinner...And I bought Joshua drinks as promised and he was a lil' drunk after that! *Laughs*


I had wanted to go off to our second playground when "Our Playground" closed but my friends were all too tired and all...So I went home, feeling a lil' sad that I couldn't dance more! *Laughs*


Joshua saved my huge ass (*Laughs*) when some weirdo guy who tried asking for both darLing JodY and my numbers and all from a fortnight ago had asked us again on whether he could get our numbers when the lights were turned on...The weirdo said something along the lines that he, unlike the other guys in the clubs, he is not out looking for an ONS or a fling...


Like hello?! Every guy who isn't that much of an expert uses that line all the time! Do all guys have a similar lil' black book on "Tips to snagging a girl at the clubs/pubs/bars" that they read religiously? If its so, its time for an update on that lil' black book of theirs! *Laughs*


The funny thing was that Mccoy, my 2nd fave bartender had actually remembered him and he said the exact things that this weirdo guy had said a fortnight ago! *Laughs* It must be that this weirdo has been trying to get girls' numbers too frequently using the same lines or something! :P


I got so irritated and pissed off, although I still had my "Bimbo/Barbie doll smile" plastered on my face that I just pointed at Joshua at the baggage counter (Weirdo guy followed me and DarLing JodY from the dancefloor to the bar counter where I took some aqua, and right over to baggage...Irritant!) and told Mr Weirdo guy that..."Well, if u want my number, I think its better if you get it from my boyfriend over there and see if he minds me giving away my number..."


And what was irritating was that Mr Weirdo actually walked over to Joshua and started a pretty long conversation on how he didnt know that I was attached and that Joshua is very fortunate to have me as a gf...Man! Doesnt he ever give up? Dotz... ...


And that was how Joshua is stuck with the "bf" tag! *Laughs* And I really am thankful that he was pretty cool about it both times that he saved my literally huge ass! First time was with Mr Sleazy DJ Joe! Joshua's such a real sweetheart! Thanks Zhu gege/"bf"! *Laughs*



I caught two movies over the weekend over a "Movie Marathon" of sorts with a friend...We couldn't decide which movie to watch after the show that we wanted to watch had no more showtimes for the day/later in the night...So, we decided to pick a movie each to watch... *Laughs* We caught Apocalypto, which was directed by Mel Gibson, which was surprisingly a real nice movie! The way Mel Gibson used colours, imagery, language and music to add onto the pretty basic and predictable storyline was really good! It sort of reminded me of my JC days of Pratical Criticism lectures and tutorials during Literature, where I'd get a kick outta dissecting plots, scenes and the characters! Im not going to spoil the movie but instead recommend anyone to watch it if they can!


After the movie, my friend and I bought tickets for the second movie, which turned out not to be any of the movies I had wanted to catch, cos the remaining shows were at really early timings! So we settled on the next movie that was available... We went for drinks over at Coffee Club, which is still my fave place to hang out and chill over drinks and desserts amongst the many coffee joints there are in Singapore! I was pretty sad when they said that their "Triple Chocolate" dessert was sold out for the day! :( So I didnt have any dessert in the end!


After dessert, we went back to the theatres for our second movie for the day, which was Adrift...I haven't read any reviews and have not heard about the movie, except for the fact that my friend saying that it sorta is similar to those reality TV shows like "Survivor" and "Lost", so I went it pretty excited, only to be disappointed by a pretty predictable and boring plot...


It was raining and pretty windy by the time the movie ended, and since pZ's brolly broke recently and there wasn't any new brollies that have caught my eye ever since, pZ didnt have a brolly, and neither did my friend have any brolly! *Laughs* So we ended chatting while waiting for the rain to stop! We then walked to MacDonald's for a drink and we continued chatting until it was bright and early in the morning! *Laughs* I bet everyone's amazed and shocked at how I can literally not zzz for long stretches when I want to! *Laughs* And a friend of mine was still SMS-ing me at around 3 plus am until about four plus am, and then realising that we both caught Apocalypto on the same day!


I got up after like 5 hours of snooze, and painted my nails in my fave shade of red! :) I was thinking if I should go for another manicure and pedicure appointment this coming week or should I book a session when its closer to the CNY period...I then met up my friends from primary school for a gathering/reunion, where I had a whale of a time catching up, gossipping about the classmates who couldnt make it for the outing, and of course, taking pictures! Some of which can be found on my Friendster page! For those classmates who want the pictures, drop me an email...I'd send it over asap...! :)


After some food and drinks at Settlers Cafe along North Canal Road, a few of us suggested going further down the road to Boat Quay for some drinks and chat and karaoke at a classmate's former workplace...We went over and after almost 2 months, I finally got to sing my fave song! It wasn't really well-sung, but who cares!? pZ finally got to sing! :D We had heaps of beer and heaps of fun with the "Photo Hunt" game, where we chose to spot missing pieces off the original picture of Hot babes and hunks! It was really hilarious when each of the puzzle had at least a difference off their private parts! *Laughs*


I then went off with my bestie in primary school, Shela, over to a friend's friend's kpub, where Shela's friend bought us yet another jug of beer! I had lost count over the amount of beer I drank that night, for Alice treated us to a tower and later a jug of beer, and the waitress kept topping up my glass...(*Laughs*) I also realised that a guy (Vincent) whom we were with is Shela's lil' god-brother and he went out once with me and Shela on our weekly trips to the library once eons ago! Man, time flies! Im getting OLD! :(


Vincent and I took a cab and sent Alvin home cos he was tired and a lil' tipsy, maybe cos he cant really hold his liquor well, and the fact that he had to dirnk more after losing on playing "5-10" with Shela! *Laughs* I had more beer cos I helped Shela drink when she lost! :P I then found out that Vincent stays really close by to me, and we went for supper and a chat...


I didnt zzz cos I had an entire day of classes to attend, so I figured I didnt have much time to snooze, so I went to school with only 5 hours of sleep in 48 hours (*Laughs*) and boy, it was real tough to stay awake and I did snooze for 30 mins in the morning lecture and then in my fave lecturer's class! I was having a Blue-y Monday from the lack of zzz! *Laughs*


Angela had SMS-ed me during lunch break, asking me to meet her up for dinner and a chat...I then realised that after her 21st birthday eons ago, I havent met her up at all! So I agreed to meet her up, despite the lack of sleep! We met up with annother of my "Double D" darling PeiLin, as well and we chatted over dinner and I was glad to hear that Angela's going to get married to lucky Paul come April! Another wedding to attend! I remember eons ago in JC, when Angela and I were really close buddies and we spoke about how we wanted to find the man of our dreams, get married young and then live happily ever after, just like those fairy tale stories!


I am really glad that its coming true for her and as for me, perhaps perhaps perhaps (Or maybe never never never! *Laughs*), my time will come...But it definitely won't be that soon, I guess! =)


After dinner, we moved onto a pub and had huge glasses of Erdinger (My FAVE beer! =D ) and we continued chatting... After the Erdinger, we moved onto a nearby pub for their martinis and boy, those were real wicked and yummy drinks! :P


PeiLin and I had a whale of a time joking about how Angela wouldn't have the chance to club and hang out as often after getting married in April and that she'd be reduced to becoming a "DVD and household chores" wifey pretty soon! :P I once had wanted a life of that sort, but I guess the rightfully imperfect man for pZ hasn't arrived yet! So in a way, after being single for quite a few months, ive come to realise the pros and cons of being single and the pros and cons of being in a relationship with a significant somebody... But it was a fun time catching up, cos it wouldn't be long before we get all teary at Angela's wedding come April! And girl, my apologies for not being able to meet up with you in eons! You know I love you! *Hearts*


And I just realised that I have been drinking since Friday! OMGosh!


Oh well...


*Laughs*




*Hearts*