Nowhere Left to Fall...

Inspired by the song as below, I know it doesn't really rhyme, and that it's somewhat plagiarising bits of the lyrics to the song... But it's a honest confession of what I feel at this moment in time, so do bear with me...



Nowhere Left to Fall


I kept telling myself not to let the tears fall down,
for I have got to be strong.
But the hurt is still too raw and too tender,
How I wished I had the power to amend the wrong.


Maybe it's like what you've said,
You've got no more room inside your heart and life for me...
Then again, it's been my fault,
So I've nobody to blame but myself when I have got no where left to fall.


The happy memories of us still lingers on;
Where we once shared laughter, dreams and tears.
I'm right at the bottom now, when once upon a time,
I used to be right on top.


Is this how things should end,
With just a simple telephone call?
That voice that was once filled with warmth;
Leaving me here with nothing at all?


I know I shouldn't care,
I shouldn't even bother,
I shouldn't even wonder where,
I shouldn't even wonder how you are.


But I cannot hide this hurt inside my broken heart.
Trying my best to fight back emotions that I've never fought before
are all but futile,
for although I'm not supposed to love you anymore,
Yet, deep within me, I still do... ...



(I've found my muse back after eons of years since then, but in return, it seems as though I've lost something far greater...


But then again, the person whom inspired the above musing wouldn't know... ... )










"We agreed that it was over,
now the lines have all been drawn,
the vows we made began to fade, but now they're gone.


Put your pictures in a shoe box,
and my gold ring in a drawer.
I'm not suppose to love you anymore.

Now Sherry says she's jealous of this freedom that I've found.
If she were me she would be out on the town, and she says she can't
imagine
what on earth I'm waiting for.
I'm not suppose to love you anymore.


Oh I shouldn't care, or wonder where, and how you are,
but I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart.
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before,
cause I'm not suppose to love you anymore.


Now I'm writing you this letter and it's killing me tonight,
that I agreed when you believed it wasn't right,
and I couldn't sleep up on the bed,
so I'm down here on the floor,
where I'm not suppose to love you anymore.


Oh I shouldn't care, or wonder where, and how you are,
but I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart.
I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before,
cause I'm not suppose to love you anymore.


I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before
cause I'm not suppose to love you anymore... ..."